Dont listen to her (Y/N). You didnt have the greatest control over the powers though. SuperCorp Lena Luthor Doesn't Know Kara Danvers is Supergirl sensory issues Autistic Kara Danvers character on the asexuality spectrum gentle lovemaking Realistic take on the negative side of superpowers soft and good with a side of melancholy Friends to Lovers She had no idea where to look for you next. You felt like you were just a background character in everyones life even your own. This is just a nice little one-shot I did a while back. Without another second of hesitation you got into the car with Lillian. She knew this wasnt you but she didnt know what Lillian had do or said to make you like this. You had no idea where you were and you could feel the apprehension settling into your bones. When I finally stop I lean back into Alex's open arms. She could hear your whimpers over the phone and she knew you were scared. You told me you were fine!" You walked out of the lab intent on somehow finding Lillian when you saw a CADMUS agent walking your way. A small smile appeared on her face as she shook her head before continuing on taking you where you were suppose to go. You began to feel nervous and decided it would be best if you just turned around and walked away. I heard yelling and decided to come and make sure that everything was ok. Supergirl said with her arms crossed across he chest. Try to keep calm no matter what you see in there. You said giving yourself a mini pep talk before the doors slide open on Lenas floor. Your sobs wracked through your body and made it hard for you to breathe. You were going to try sitting up before realizing that you were strapped down into the bed. You waited till the door shut behind her to speak. She was worried for you. She didnt bother trying to contact Kara. You never were good at keeping your thoughts as just thoughts so as soon as you opened your mouth what came out sarcastically with just a hint of your hidden pain and jealousy was. I dont have a set schedule for posting at the moment. It is because youre one of the big bosses or something? Lena accepts and soon grows attached to Alura, as well as her mother. There is much fluff. Then Supergirl and Kara Danvers came into the picture. They had found you just in time. You had tried to tell her how far you were falling back into old habits but she didnt have the time. When I wake up I notice that I feel worse, if that's even possible. You did the same. Your head was pounding and you could barely even think. You didnt know what to do. Will she ever get her powers back? 57.6K 1.3K 19. When Alex and Lena both fall ill, Kara had trouble caring for them both, and accepting that this is a coincidence. Who the hell are you and why do you have (Y/N)s phone. Lena growled out. I dont think I can do this. Its killing me to not to be able to love you freely! I know that youre scared right now and thats ok. Just focus on my voice right now ok.. You had barely managed to get to and grab Alex before Kara landed in front of you. You had moved from the only place you had ever known in order to follow Lena and support her in quest to try to clear the Luthor name and rebrand Lexcorp into LCorp making in a force for good. Maggie turns, mimicking his visor gesture as she gazes past swirling sirens and yellow police tape to see what hes pointing at. "I just wanted my plan to work this year. She asks concern written all over her face. You had only been taking pictures for about 30 minutes when Supergirl herself had landed in front of you. The Kryptonite emitters arent high enough. Lately though you were beginning to wonder if maybe she wanted someone else. You couldnt look at her right now. She let out a laugh and shook her head at you. The Commander came from the future to save Lena Luthor from dying on May 2020. no one know who is The Commander, why Leviathan wants to kill Lena and what is in Lena's future. She quickly shakes her head as she continues helping me to my room. And, well, what if you found out from Lena and reacted in front of her? Whatever you want Ill give it to you. They looked around trying to make sure Lena wasnt around not realizing that she was right around the corner listening into the conversation. I mean you had to start somewhere right? Lena tried to ignore her fear and panic at that as she heard your soft whimpers. You shook your head and tried to stop thinking about it. Completed. Youre a dumbass. Lena Luthor Needs a Hug. It had caused you to spiral into depression. Everyone had thought you had been kidnapped or worse. Please consider turning it on! But, you know, she's a good person so she helps anyway. She was going to fly around the city trying to hear you or the man who had you. I hear Alex let out a small groan before I feel a hand on my back and another holding my hair back. It turns out that the gym is just as terrible as Lena imagined, and she absolutely will not be going back. As you went to open the door the ring on your left hand caught your eye. He quickly left giving you privacy to change. God why do I do this to myself. You mumbled talking to yourself as you took out your phone and typed in her number by memory. I tried calling Alex, but she didn't pick up.". This is a companion kind of thing to a fanfic I'm currently working on! When I moved to National City, though I didnt know it then, I was drowning under the weight of my own feelings trying to distance myself from the world and my last name. She backed into the wall with her hand covering her mouth as sobs began to escape her mouth. Kara began to panic. You didnt know why. All the niGHTS I SPENT CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP! Dont worry Ill be out of your penthouse before the night comes. You told her turning and walking towards the door. Both were equally as inviting for things she had little choice in. Now more than ever you wanted to take Supergirl down. All the missed calls! Kara is out there looking for them right now along with J'onn. Her whole body was tense, like one wrong move would make her snap. It was a week after your disappearance that the police had called saying they found your car. Ugh! What part of Karas impending death has passed over both of your heads?. Kara Danvers looks for a new roommate along with her friend Livewire, not knowing that her new roommate is the one she called her first love when she was twelve, but Kieran is no longer that skinny nerdy kid she used to defend from bullies.No.Her real name is Lena and despite appearing to be the queen of the room she has plenty of demons that know how to swim no matter how much she wants to sink them.Lena Luthor is a transgender girl working hard to make a name for herself at L-Corporation. The two held a platonic friendship before Lena left for Metropolis. You felt like there was only one way out. Lena is a concert pianist and Kara is an actress famous for playing Supergirl, they date. You want to tell me what that was all about Lena? Sam asked keeping her voice soft and calm. She wanted to make this all go away, yet she knew she couldnt. You didnt see any of that because you were trying to escape LCorp as quickly as possible so no one would notice the tears that streamed down your face as you felt your heart shatter in your chest. "Alex, I'm really worried." Thank you. She looked somewhat shocked that you accepted. I'm sorry I had to wake you, J'onn called and said he's on his way to check on us." She knew you must be terrified. (Y/N), please. How could you do that to her! She yelled at you. She made it. No words would be able to make that better. She couldnt lose you. Warnings: Angst, Accusations of Cheating, Depression, Struggle with Self-Worth, Suicidal Ideation. Lillian could sense your hesitation and she leaned towards you. I say breathlessly after I finish vomiting. Dont forget why you signed up for this project in the first place. Alex and Kara looked at Lena with concern on their features. I ask hoarsely before I throw up again. Lena Luthor Knows Kara Danvers Is Supergirl; Lena Luthor Needs a Hug; Kara Danvers Needs a Hug; Summary. She had waltzed into your life and slowly helped you pick up every piece. It wasnt her normal sweet Supergirl smile. You began to feel confused if they thought you were a danger and went through the trouble of strapping you down why wouldnt they at least put one guard in here with you? You had planned to surprise her with a homemade lunch but what you had walked in on shattered your heart. You knew you had bruises littered all over your body and blood was dripping down your face from a wound on your forehead. Kara took a step towards you with her hands still up to show you she meant no harm. May 31, 2022 . She walked towards you and grinned maniacally. Well I mean that doesnt really matter. Her eyebrows furrowed when she averted her gaze to your bleeding arm, taking off her beloved snood as she gently wrapped it around the clothed wound. #supergirl Not everything had been fixed but hopefully this was the start of a new better beginning. I should have said something to you about the way our relationship being a secret made me feel. You murmured. Just text her back saying I'm fine! She had saved you from yourself. You shouldnt have let her get to you like that, but you just couldnt help yourself. It had been a year since she had made the choice to become a husk of a person. You left the bathroom and crawled back into the bed crying until your body became so exhausted you passed out. Instead she was glaring at you and her hands were curled into fists. James hadnt heard from you at all that day. Im just going to head home. Stared at the screen for a bit before turning on the stool. That was the wrong thing for her to say, as Cat soon finds out when she is tossed off the building. Nothing is happening between me and Lena (Y/N). Will Nia be able to come to terms with who she is and who she likes? Lillian looked at you with surprise etched into her face. The police they..they said thatthey said that it um it didnt look like there was any um any foul play but they coulcouldnt rule it out. Lena managed to get out as she tried to contain the sobs that had started again. Every time I talk to Lena you guys give me nasty looks. The people looked at you shocked. That was basically how your whole week went. There is no way Alex Danvers would show weakness in front of anyone, not even me. She reached out for you trying to hold onto you. Her mind was traveling a million miles a second trying to figure out how to save this. The Superfriends have been vigilant with accident-prone powerless Kara, they now have to deal with the different ways Kara gets sick. You couldnt beg for her to stop or for her to leave. You had no idea where you would go or what you would do. Oh wait Konohamaru-Sensei is still here great? Upon arriving at the hospital, Nurse Megan grinned upon seeing them. Supergirl keeps showing up mid-meltdown, and Lena is confused why the alien chooses to do it in her office. With that thought in mind she quickly grabbed her phone out of pocket and called every single person you could have possibly gone to. You are my world (Y/N/N). Everyone has. You understood why Kara had begun running to her. From kids, to power rangers, from powers to no powers, from happy to sad. She couldnt even come up with anything to say to you. Her eyes quickly open and she looks frantically around. After meeting each other in college and becomes close friends, the two have to split ways and move on with their lives. Hang out let me finish that thought in a second (Y/N) is calling me. Lena said stopping in the middle of what she was saying to answer her phone. She had just started taking on more projects herself and was even partnering with Supergirl occasionally now. Also thank you to everyone for being so amazing, understanding, and patient. Everyone else gave you guys space knowing how much you both needed it right now. Trigger warning for murder, stalking, dark/sexual fantasies, sex kinks, graphic descriptions, violence, strangulation, and altogether just a whole lot of dark themes. Im tired of being a secret Lena. Kara is suffering from PTSD and nightmares after her return from the Phantom Zone and Lena tries to help her with magic. You would do anything for that woman. You tried your hardest not to think about it and about all the feelings it had caused to awaken inside of you. Lena falls unwell, but being the stubborn person she is she refuses to admit that she should stay at home and take care of herself. Nia gets butterflies when she looks at Luna and feels her heart race every time she is around her, but she is straight and with Brainy. She checked your bedroom last and the sight that greeted her shattered whatever pieces remained of her heart. That was them in another life, another time. She raised her hands up in surrender. What they were. You quickly look away from her and continue to drink your (F/D). "When will this end?" Was it all just a fucking game to you? You spat at her venomously. You quickly pulled over at some random diner and parked your car. Kara had seen her work for 48 hours straight on the bathroom floor with a hundred and three-degree fever. Several months ago, large amounts of Red Kryptonite were discovered on Earth. von | Sep 16, 2021 | Unkategorisiert | 0 Kommentare | Sep 16, 2021 | Unkategorisiert | 0 Kommentare Kara and Alex have a confession to make to Eliza. It seemed like you might be winning and then J'onn came out of nowhere again. You knew you needed to think about this rationally. She had explained the situation to everyone and they were doing their best to help Lena find you. "Kara, I need you to wake her up, alright? Kara hasnt forgotten Lena. If I had only paid more attention to how you were feeling this could have all been avoided. I had started it right after I published the last chapter but I had to stop writing for a majority of the week. The more time that passed the more you began to believe she had stolen everything from you. Oh, no! Its not a big deal, She replied, placing the case back in the cabinet where it belonged. You sigh and shake your head. The two women clearly like each other and continue to get closer. "How are you feeling?" J'onn asked. She couldnt even look Supergirl in the eyes at the moment. No one could find you and no one had any idea what happened to you. Takes places right at 5x01 and switches up from there. You looked at Lena and looked into her emerald eyes, that you used to get yourself lost in, trying to search for something. I am working on the second one. She hadnt been able to make it in time in order to stop you from leaving. How about you start with how long you had been going behind my back and fucking Kara. I wont say its ok because its not but Im not completely free of blame either Lena. I want to be able to hold your hand in public, take you out on romantic dates, and tell everyone in the world that I love you. You told her as you tried to keep eye contact but you kept looking away from her too nervous to be able to keep your eyes on her. It worked you now had Kryptonian DNA. Whatever Lillian told you was a lie. We have been working on an experiment here that if successful will be able to take down Superman and Supergirl. I feel absolutely horrible, but I know I can't worry Alex about it, she needs to focus on herself. You ignored it all to the best of your abilities but you could feel yourself slowly starting to want to hear her out. She couldnt stand to be around any of them anymore. Sam came over and quickly opened the door once she realized who was behind it. You asked for a sick Kara story, you got it. Right before you hit the ground she caught you by the ankle. Ms. As her sobs began to slow and the tears began to flow from her eyes slower she stood up. Please consider turning it on! James Olsen was gone, back to Metropolis, Winn was still in the future, Sam Arias had been fired from L-Corp, Lucy Lane was currently being transferred out of . Right this way.. You didnt send anything back. Alex smiled fondly at her sister. She liked keeping her cards close to her chest and she didnt want to reveal anything that wasnt needed right now. You didnt let that stop you though. But there were two things that finally broke her; Lena and Crisis. Malcolm, Denise, Jon, Tegan, Sarah, Jordan and Kara are in school trying to calm her down they see Jimmy and Siobhan in the hallway wondering what they are planning to do they walk over to them she walks to the bathroom to vomit when she is talking to Malcom, Denise, Jon, Tegan, Jordan and Sarah Jimmy uses Kryptonite gas on her then Siobhan stabs and cuts her hand with a Kryptonite dagger Will Kara be weak, powerless and unconscious? Winn said he hadnt talked or seen you for the past couple of days. You watched her leave and as soon as the door shut behind her you let the malicious smile appear on your face. Lena learning that she has a family and she no longer has to deal with her struggles alone. As I'm about to fall asleep I hear my phone ring. She bit her lip hard to try and keep in the sobs that wanted to break out. You would sit with her and talk but soon she began to cancel those too. If this didnt work though she had one more trick up her sleeve that she knew would tip you over the edge. "'Le?" Kara mumbled through a dry mouth. NO! She sets down her purse and walks into her bedroom, but what she sees in there concerns her more than she'd like to admit. You decided that you might have to play dirty in order to win this fight. We can figure this out. Kara was sleeping. Kara didnt waste anytime and knocked him out with one hit. Supercorp, in different situations, some good, some bad. Sorry for taking up your time, Addams, you sheepishly muttered as you watched her put the first aid tools back in the case. All you ever do is sit by yourself, occasionally with Kara when she shows up, and glare daggers at every person who walks up to and flirts with your girlfriend. "Ok seriously what did I do to you guys. There she was. You screamed out in pain as she laughed sadistically at your pain. She dropped you down onto the ground carelessly causing you to land weird on your arm and you felt multiple breaks. Kara gets ideas, ideas that Lucy both does and doesn't think are kind of sort of a little bit hot, actually. I do not give anyone the right to repost this work in part or in its entirety without my consent first. You had no idea how to find Lillian right then but you knew you needed to because you may have just found the break through she needed. Your eyes closed and you waited for the bullet to pierce you. She is lying. You have got 5 fucking seconds to start talking before I completely lose my shit. You spat at her with venom in your voice. Now, she's down to one. The moment Supergirl even thought Lena was in trouble she would come running to her rescue and you were no match for a Kryptonian. The CancerCollegeDialysisAU nobody wanted, I need to help Kara. Youre not helping her when you do this. Maggie said. Luna really hits it off with the team but especially Nia. That would actually be amazing Lena. You werent completely free of blame though. Work Search: An audio recording of the work written by bzarcher. You quickly put it in and took off into the sky not wanting to waste another second. After that day Lena would always stop by to visit you. I need to help Kara. Youre not helping her when you do this. Maggie said. I gently shake her shoulder in attempt to wake her up. this is a book full of supergirl one_shots. She leaves behind a heartbroken Lena who finds out she is pregnant. She tried opening her mouth multiple times but you just kept bulldozing over her. You could felt her tears begin to soak your shirt but you didnt care. Im going to take a shower and when I get out I want you gone. Lena looked shocked like she had expected last night to solve everything. You still had your job so you wouldnt be completely fucked. She quickly hung up on Sam after saying goodbye and just sat there on the floor. The man began to laugh. Youll be ok. You rasped out before having a coughing fit. "It's okay. "Let's go again!" Alex shouted from across the room, bending her knees in a defensive stance. Lena took the elevator up, stumbling a little as she headed to Kara's door. 58 - Continuation of my follow-up to episode 4x10 ", "Lena, don't you see?" She couldnt believe that she had hurt you like this. You took a step back though. NO! I lo..love you st..still. She had wanted to go after them at first, but you had convinced her that they werent worth it and that you needed her with you and not in a jail cell for murder. Lillian had obviously had faith in you being able to make it through the experiment because the suit was tailored specifically for you. We have begun to try and figure out how one might fuse alien DNA, specifically Kryptonian DNA, with human DNA. Also, Kara is a trans woman. She curled up into your side with her head resting over your chest listening to your heartbeat. 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